Crazy fool.

This week has been... emotionally devastating.

Lets work our way down the list.

Saturday- Was AWESOME! Jesse and I went to Pepper with Moon, and we got super special backstage passes that not even the family of the bands get; thanks to Bret and Da Coach. So that was an altogether AWESOME day.

Sunday- I woke up and saw that Bella had diarrhea. Cleaned her up and went to Jesse's house.

Monday- Last day of school, Jesse's car failed inspection. Jesse and his dad got into an arguement. Came home, and Bella was dead. So we had to bury her. And I'm still really upset about it. I loved her so much. She was my little one. <3

Tuesday- Went to work, at 9am I got a call from Brian's school saying that he was going to the hospital because he was having chest pains and he looked pale. Then later on, at about 3:30 we mom and dad decided to admit him to stay overnight. Still recovering from Bella passing away: I was VERY stressed.

Wednesday- Brian had his tests done, nothing came up. Probably have to admit him again. Jesse and I argued. I'm having a really tough time recovering from Bella's death. Brian gets out of the hospital, so I order prints of Bella and the Pepper show, have some enlarged and frame them and put them on my wall. <3

Thursday/Today- Realize that I fucked up my payroll timesheets the past 3 weeks. Fixed the problem. Put all sorts of money away. Drive past Moon's to see the For Sale sign. :/


I'm still really upset about Bella being gone. She was too, too young. I feel terrible for not knowing that diarrhea with rodents is a really bad thing. I wish I could've helped her, I wish she didn't die. I miss her a lot, and my room's really quiet. I miss how she used to talk (grunt, really) at me, and play hide and seek, and breakdance, and play with her ears when I said "ANTENNAS... UP!" I miss my little friend, a lot. More than I should miss my rabbit. You'd think I lost a dog or something that has the stereotypical bond as "mans best friend" but Bella was my friend and I loved her so much. I still do. I miss her. My room's so empty without her. I hung up the moose that I got with Bella. It's in my car. <3

Halloween.

I don't understand how I'm sick for almost every Halloween. Right now I sound like a duck. I missed school today because I was running a fever this morning. I need to write the professor an email, to see what I've missed. Today's payday, so Jesse and I are going to PetSmart to get Bella a new house. I need to move my car into my driveway that way no stupid kids decided to shaving cream it or turn it on it's side. Jesse and I are relaxing tonight, I don't have work. We're going to hang out and watch movies. :D I'm excited :D.
I'm also excited to FREAKING FEEL BETTER.
Oh, and I got dragged into Facebook, again. :[

Thanks, A Lot PETA....

Nah, I'm just kidding... there's like a 90% chance that PETA didn't have anything to do with this....

"Huge, Freed Pet Pythons Invade Florida"
"Fla. Scientists Hunt Predatory Pythons"

"The ecological outlook is equally grim. Second only to habitat loss, invasive species are a leading cause of species endangerment and extinction both in the United States and worldwide. Almost half of the species on the U.S. endangered species list are threatened wholly or partly by introduced species. Steven A. Williams, director of the U.S. Fish and Wildlife Service, calls invasive species the number one environmental threat to the United States."

Last night, when I was out with Jesse at Looney Tunes to meet Pete Best, I overheard John and Jaime talking about these pythons that John saw a special on, on the History Channel or something. John was saying that these pythons are growing big enough to expand their jaws to be wide enough to fit over adult male bodies. So, those of whom are in the Everglades, could possibly be taken in their sleep by these gigantic pythons.

John was also talking about Polar Bears and Brown Bears beginning to mate, creating the world's largest, most ferocious bear... ever. But apparently, this is old news...


Anywho, Jesse and I met Pete Best last night. He was the original drummer of the Beatles. He was alll buisness. Seriously. But that's okay, we got to hang out with the entertaining cast of Looney Tunes, and it was a fun night out with my love <3.

Tonight I have work. Boooo! And, tomorrow's going to be one of those long days again. But! I don't have work! YAAY!

So, I think I'm done... there's nothing really new and exciting left... well, other than that Jesse bought Bella a leash! I CAN WALK MAH BUNNAY!! :D
Ok, now I'm done.